CALF

The calf indicates the truth of the higher consciousness in the physical (red). The white calf is the sign of a pure and clear consciousness, the cow or calf being the symbol of Light in the consciousness, something psychic or spiritual that you felt natural and intimate to you and inseparable.

What you feel is the normal condition when the liberation takes place. The work of the senses etc. goes on as before, but the consciousness is different, so that one feels not only the sense of liberation, separation, etc. but that one is living in quite another world than that of the ordinary mind, life or senses. It is another consciousness with another knowledge and way of looking at things that begins. Afterwards as this consciousness takes possession of the instruments, there is harmony of it with sense and life; but these too become different, with a changed outlook, seeing the world no more as before but as if made of another substance with another significance.

Liberation is the first necessity, to live in the peace, silence, purity, freedom of the self. Along with that or afterwards if one wakens to the cosmic consciousness, then one can be free, yet one with all things.

All her life's turns led her to symbol doors
Admitting to secret Powers that were her kin;
Adept of truth, initiate of bliss,
A mystic acolyte trained in Nature's school,
Aware of the marvel of created things
She laid the secrecies of her heart's deep muse
Upon the alter of the Wonderful;
Her hours were ritual in a timeless fane;
Her acts became gestures of sacrifice.

Invested with a rhythm of higher spheres
The word was used as a hieratic means
For the release of the imprisoned spirit

Into communion with its comrade gods.